There comes a time when we have to grow up and mature, even as followers of Christ... ESPECIALLY as followers of Christ.
It's time to cross the Jordan. It's time to die to self and lay it all down for our King. He is worthy and He is soon returning. Let Him have His perfect way in us. Let Christ rule upon the throne of your heart. Either we are 'dead' serious or we are not. It is that simple.

Be strengthened. Be encouraged... and may GOD ALONE (Yhvh Elohim) be glorified. I dare not touch His glory †