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I made this in 2003. I was doing a lot of basic stimulants at the time so I would often find myself walking around like a zombie at dawn. (I don't do that anymore)

The smoke part is because Josh and I found a huge bag of pot on the sidewalk. The college stuff is from when I visited Wake Forest for a week to work on the first version of Busted Tees with Zach. I also worked on some CollegeHumor features like user accounts and favorites, but those features were put on hold and didn't appear until 2006.

A lot of this footage was shot by Nick Gray. Some of it, I wasn't around for because I just lent it to him for a bit.

Two Heady Teddy makes an appearance -- back then he only had one head!

The part where I sniff the shoe is from a video I made with Andy Milonakis in NYC in 2002 I think.

"When I can't hang out with you, I feel like I can check your website and then we're hanging out." - that sentiment encompasses the spirit of Vimeo pretty well.

The swing part was an old childhood tape that Ryan Welch and I shot in Baltimore. "Is my whole body visible when I got up?" - I didn't want anyone to miss the action-packed stunt that was about to explode off their screens!!!

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  • Remyyy plus 3 years ago
    I really like the way you're creating your vidblog, strange atmosphere, lots of cuts, weird music (I like too) !
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    Thanks! I can really get into the zone when I'm making videos, especially when I get a little help from mother nature.

    There is no need to explain what you're doing with a video. The video explains itself.
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  • Sam King 3 years ago
    The vidblogs just keep getting better, I love the swing part in this one.
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  • islebehere plus 3 years ago
    haha! from when you "found" a huge bag of pot.

    i love the editing.
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    No, really! We were walking on the sidewalk and we looked down and there was a giant bag of schwag... it was unbelievable! I stuffed it in my cargo pants pockets and kept walking :)
  • Tallulah 3 years ago
    Ha, ha! "It's gonna get a lot lazier." Great stuff!
  • mobtown 3 years ago
    I believe it 'cause it happened to me once too.
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  • Cait Oppermann 3 years ago
    This vidblog seems different from the rest. I don't know how, but it seems very different.
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    Try to explain it.
  • aaannnaaa 3 years ago
    it has a different vibe... it's different, it has a different atmosphere, as if it was really old... that's what i think anyway... it's probabily due to the fact that we see you younger, specially in the end!
  • Carleton 3 years ago
    I think it might be that this one has a much darker feeling to it than the others, with the music, and the type of non sequitor(sp?) moments in it . Something that seemed to reach it's peak with "an angel" there is less explicitly comedic moments, and more left ambiguous, which is makes for a more msyterious video.

    Also: I think its funny you mention the stimulants This video pretty much depicts what insomnia feels like to me too. (I take prescription amphetamines also)
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  • Zach Klein 3 years ago
    I like chubby Ricky and cool Nick.
  • Andrea Allen staff 3 years ago
    I like the pixelated Zach.
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  • miggyshiggy 3 years ago
    very entertaining. especially the swing part.
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  • Amanda 3 years ago
    I thought you were going to actually jump off the swing from the top. Very disappointing!

    Of course, the vidblog overall was the opposite of disappointing. Satisfying?
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  • Buck Flashroy 3 years ago
    That was entirely beautiful. Nick seems so different. I know what Caitlin means when she says that this one seems different somehow. For me, it's the general atmosphere that I sense from the video. The feeling/vibe/aura it emits. It probably has something to do with the faint background music you have playing (which I really love by the way), but I think it's the change in you that we pick up on. You have settled into your place, and you're comfortable with your surroundings, but I get the impression you're not completely at home. It's something in the back of your eyes, like you miss home, or you were expecting more, a general feeling of restlessness. Of course it could just be the drugs! Ha!

    Anyhoo, that's just my opinion. All I've said could just be a reflection on me! Good video though. I really like that you're putting your old vidblogs on here. I keep thinking I ought to give it a go.
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  • Andrea Allen staff 3 years ago
    This was the first vidblogs of yours I watched. I remember thinking you would be really fun to hang out with.
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  • Tina Mosh 3 years ago
    The typing bit reminds me a lot of the "Tina - Tech Crew" clip. I also love Nick's hair here.
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  • Jonathan Marcus 3 years ago
    Amazing. The subtle background noise really enhanced the artistic quality. My favorite of your vidblogs. The editing had a really cohesive feel - you were able to make sense out of the chaos and order out of randomness.
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  • LCF 3 years ago
    A really creative insight to your lifes - it's like most vid blogs are what we see with our eyes - but your one is what you see with your eyes, and what you were thinking at the reflected through editing - enjoyable :)
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  • Thommy Browne plus 3 years ago
    I really like the ending, a lot.
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    b/c of the adrenaline rush?
  • Thommy Browne plus 3 years ago
    That, and I found it really interesting to see footage of a prepubescent Jakob. Little did you know what adventures you had ahead of you.
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  • Brian Nuszkowski 3 years ago
    Excellent clip. The voicing went well with the "Brian Eno" style music. Although this clip was only 4 minutes, it felt like a journey.
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  • dalas verdugo staff 3 years ago
    Guess who's going to post the Andy Milonakis video!
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    Well, you shot it....
  • Dobbsie 3 years ago
    i love that video, it was the video that made me find blumpy.org, which made me find vimeo. I spent loads of money getting the Andy Milonakis show on import.
  • dalas verdugo staff 3 years ago
    Yeah, I think after we posted that on blumpy.org Jake started getting emails from all kinds of Andy M. fans. Like deranged 12 year old girls.
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  • DJ Paine plus 3 years ago
    jakob, these are excellent.

    the music is awesome

    it's like something from dave lynch's twin peaks.
    i love these
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    There was a character named "Lodwick" on Twin Peaks... that's the obvious explanation.
  • Carleton 3 years ago
    Really? I love that show, I don't remember a "Lodwick" who is he/she?
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    I never saw it, but my parents did. I think it was a man, and at one point you see his driver's license?
  • DJ Paine plus 3 years ago
    Twin Peaks was awesome! i remember getting out of bible/theological college {having missed the entire series on tv} and renting the complete series on VHS tape and watching the whole show in a week.
    good memories.
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  • Matt 3 years ago
    I remember watching this when you first put it up and thinking how weird it was to see all these things I saw every day at Wake in such a different context.
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  • Dan Masquelier 3 years ago
    lol I was really let down when you went for the elevator button and didn't push it. haha interesting compilation!
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    take it up with Nick Gray, I had nothing to do with it.
  • Nick Gray 3 years ago
    We lived one floor up from the main entrance, and everybody always used the damn elevator. WHO USES THE ELEVATOR FOR ONE FLOOR?
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  • keith 3 years ago
    Very well done. The ambient music definitely gives this piece some sort of intensity.
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  • Andrea Allen staff 3 years ago
    Jake, I just watched that last scene with you on the swing again.. It's 2:42 a.m. and it made me feel like crying.
  • andrea plus 3 years ago
    You are not the first person to say that one of Jakob's vidblogs left them feeling sad, or nostalgic...I would be so interested if you (or anyone else) could elaborate a little, because I know what they mean (i feel similar) but I don't know why.
  • duplo 3 years ago
    I think maybe it's because the way these vidblogs are compiled... as sort of random scenes from a certain time or place... it's really similar to the way our memory works. Like when thinking back on a certain summer, we don't think of it like a novel or a feature length movie. We just remember little snippets of things people said and images that made an impression on us.

    If he could somehow add smell to these things I'm sure we'd all be weeping like babies.

    :)

    That's my take.
  • andrea plus 3 years ago
    That's a great insight, duplo. Thanks.
  • Andrea Allen staff 3 years ago
    I think duplo's take is pretty accurate and very similar to mine.
    I'll add that I think Jakob's vidblogs, especially this one, make me feel sad because it opens up something that has already happened, and can't happen again -- which is sad sometimes.

    I mean, Jakob could fly off a swing again, but he'll never be able to do it in his childhood body or experience it with his childhood mind. This vidblog is the closest thing, besides actual memories, that Jakob will have to that specific time.

    I don't think sadness is the correct word for it, but neither is nostalgia. I don't know that we have a proper term for what it feels like to experience the past through video that we made ourselves.

    What's especially curious, is the fact that other people generate feelings from watching someone's personal vidblogs. What I mean is it's personal to them, but we can experience these feelings/emotions together.
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  • CygnusX1 3 years ago
    veeery creepy.
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  • charlie 3 years ago
    way too scary....
  • Nick Gray 3 years ago
    This video might seem "creepy" or "scary" because of the background music that Jakob selected. I heard that background sound is the best way for a director to mess with your head.
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    Yeah. Music has a huge influence on the viewing experience. It's easy to overlook, as a viewer, because viewing is considered such a visual experience! But your sense of hearing is equally engaged.
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  • Nick Gray 3 years ago
    I don't really like myself in this video - how I look especially. But I did like the line "It's metal not flesh." Thanks for sharing it Jake.
  • Tina Mosh 3 years ago
    for real nick? i think you're great in this one!
  • Carleton 3 years ago
    you look less like a blogger and more like an action hero, which i think, a good thing
  • Nick Gray 3 years ago
    I look greasy and unkempt! Fair enough though. Thanks Tina and Carleton and Zach.
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  • CTD3 3 years ago
    Love these Vidblog piece Jakob,,,
    a little help from Mo Nature Ha ha.
    (about to get lazier!)
    music is great.
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  • Justin Ouellette plus 3 years ago
    "bout to get a lot lazier!" haaaaahahahahha
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  • duplo 3 years ago
    This is pretty amazing, Jakob. The whole thing has almost an eerie feel to it and I think I know what everyone means by different. It seems sort of haunting. Especially ending with that clip from your childhood.

    I really enjoyed this.
  • Daniel Hayek staff 3 years ago
    It felt like one of those retrospective documentaries made about disturbed children who grow up to do crazy things. I mean that in the nicest way Jakob.
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  • i like the frantic typing. it's ace.
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  • brandon schaaf 3 years ago
    this was really great, I always enjoy a good jakoblog.

    the last scene. it had to've originally been on a vhs tape or something right? what did you use to get it to the same editing table as the more recent footage?
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    It was an old Hi8 tape. I just put it in an old Digital8 camera and connected it via FireWire.
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  • JustinGFord 3 years ago
    this is really beyond good
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    Thanks!
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  • xshikxhke 3 years ago
    I'd really love to see some more of young Jakob.
  • Jake Lodwick 3 years ago
    Ah, stay tuned... I have one I've been saving for a while. I'll probably put it up when we launch v5.
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  • Maria 3 years ago
    I like the way that you edited together these moments. I agree with Duplo, it is like scanning though memories. I especially like the ending!
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  • DrPiranha 3 years ago
    WO!W!!!!!!! I absolutely loved this video! It was awesome man! It reminded me so much of some Harmony Korine/Larry Clark stuff! BAsic stimulants kick ass!

    I liked the overlapping sound, killer! This was really really great dude!

    Hanging with Andy too, haha, that must have been really fun! Hehe, you should invite him to Vimeo!

    BRAVO!!! Made me trip a little!
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  • Charlie 3 years ago
    Duplo nailed it (image/memory). Nick brought it to light (music). You confirmed it. If you would have chosen something with an up tempo, it would be a totally different animal.
    I think this is masterful. You've definitely tapped into something seriously powerful to put this together and have this effect on us. I think I've heard that music bed before but I dont know what it was in. It pulls an indistinguishable desperation out of the viewer in a way. I dont know if you intentionally raised and lowered the levels with each compilation but it heightens the effect. It seems to be in perfect cadence.
    If you think of this montage in terms of feature film, this scene could be inserted in a deeply personal and reflective moment with intersecting cuts of the person reviewing these memories. (Shot handheld, shaky, camera walks left to right, framed wide ending tight as we cut back and forth. Open windows, hazy smoke, heavy contrast to shadow washed out colors, the character leaning against the back of a chair, hands resting on the top of the backrest, head down, and hair falling on either side of the face.)
    Whoops, I lost myself there for a minute. Anyway, loved it!
  • Charlie 3 years ago
    I just watched it again and realized that the girl doing your hair looks like my dentist.
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  • Jerik 3 years ago
    I first saw this on Blumpy.org like four years ago -- and I swear I had "My name is R to the Izzy, my pickup line is 'Hey, wanna get busy?'" stuck in my head for months afterward.
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  • jakobdorof 3 years ago
    very cool, i love how disconnected and vaguely unsettling it feels.
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  • Jarno Veldhuis 2 years ago
    you "found a bag of schwag" and didn't dust it for finger prints?
    you beatnicks sicken me.
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  • jeff 2 years ago
    Whoa - I just watched "Being Jake Lodwick" and ended up on the side of the New Jersey Turnpike.
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