I think maybe its like looking at your self in the mirror for no particular reason. Its hard to explain why you do it, sometimes i just look at myself for a long time and soon I start looking at myself as another person. Its very strange but I feel like I see myself as a separate person at times. And that puts everything into perspective and I see that I like everything about that person.
That song is also in a way a song to me.

on rare occasions i have felt that sensation while looking in the mirror, as if i were seeing someone else. it can be a powerful experience. thanks for sharing.

maybe obsessing is not the right word
you're incurably curious
if you ever find out what this video means I would also like to know

a constantly cold war?