"And I felt myself going. I was in a great deal of pain. It was a very frightening experience. I began to slip. I just started to feel myself going. And I remember trying to hold on, 'Ill be ok, Ill be ok.' And it got to a point where I just couldn't.
And everything began to just become very quiet and I can remember with every ounce of strength I had, I wanted to say goodbye to my wife. It was important to me. And I did, I remember just turning my head and looking at her and saying, 'I'm gonna die. Goodbye Joan.' And I did.
It was then that I experienced... experienced what we call a near death experience. For me it was nothing near about it, it was there. It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security.
I did not have an out-of-body-experience, I did not see my body or any one about me. I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light.
It's difficult to describe, as a matter of fact it's impossible to describe. Verbally it cannot be expressed, it's something which becomes you and you become it. I could say that I was peace... I was love... I was the brightness... it was part of me.
It was just... just so beautiful. It was eternity. It's like I was always there, and I will always be there... that my existence on earth was just a very brief instant...
I could say that I was peace... I was love... I was the brightness... it was part of me..."
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