Wrote this today real quick

Hope you like it!

Lyrics
all my life i've faded away
i couldn't speak
all my love life did was leave a bitter taste
i know what i want now
what it's about
but the world gets the last laugh
they laugh so loud
if i had you oh what i would do
if i had you oh what i would do
all the time avoiding you, a waste
you always were the weaker one and you loved a chase
i know how i feel now, it's hurtfully true
you threw me around when i needed you but
if i had you oh what i would do
if i had you oh what i would do
and the man that's safe says i'm sick in the head
and the man i really love has got no mind left 
if i had you oh what i'd do
if i had you oh what i'd do