The first half or more is me preparing to take it. Doing some breathing exercises to center myself and bring an intention into focus. Then I take three progressivley longer hits of DMT crystals on sandwiched between a "shaman's blend" of herbs. The effects gradually become stronger w each hit. everytime i close my eyes between hits the patterns, growing, undulating and morphing, a psychedelic yogi in lotus quilted in flashing tilings, snakes, a woman… but i remember my inner voice disappointed, complaining that i wanted more. is this it? is this a revalation? i want more than trippy visuals. I want truth. i go through i series of rationalizing to myself. telling myself to be quiet. trying to let the thoughts pass. then i did some drawings as it started to wear off. drawings of the left hand by the masculine right, and of the right hand by the feminine left. interestingly, when i started to draw the right hand using my left hand i began to draw the mirror image of it, so the drawing looks like a drawing of a left hand. was it my left brain trying to maintain dominance? the point of doing this was to compare drawings, not just by right hand and left hand but primarily, left brain and right brain.

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