You wonder if you loved her as you stare out at the lake; your lake by no real means but a part of your soul nonetheless. Wonder if you could have saved her if you were a little less cold, a little more welcoming and you blame yourself for not seeing it. The sadness that weighed her shoulders down, you've known that kind of sadness, and you now it now at her absence. You wonder how life around you can go on so utterly unaffected by her death when you feel halted by it. Your already stunted self-growth has stopped completely because with the loss of her comes the loss of any real belief in you that happiness exists. You know you didn't love her, because if you loved her, you would have saved her and yourself.
A character development video for Ehren Roman & Lilith Yearling on the RP site BURY ME WITH IT.
Music: Strays Don't Sleep - For Blue Skies
[i don't own the original videos, i just pieced the clips together using quicktime & imovie]
Caleb & Shawn - Lake Cushman (vimeo.com/68636862)
Bart van der Gaag - Autumn by the lake (vimeo.com/15486292)
FatCatRecords - Solid Ground by Maps & Atlases (vimeo.com/14358575)
Anthem Films - Suitcase by Circa Survive (vimeo.com/49814423)
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