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writen by amanda: so this is episode 8. initially we planned on making this 3 parts. first the story of our break-up, followed by the story of our relationship, and ending with the decision for me to continue working on pedal. a few days ago we decided to end it after the 2nd part. mostly because it was getting too long. we plan on adding the 3rd part to a future episode, most likely episode 9.

i have to say that mike and i are both very worried about this episode. i am normally pretty shy and get very awkward in front of the camera.. and although i have a lot of face time in this episode, that's not what i'm worried about. i'm happy to say.. after this episode, i think i'm finally starting to get over that and warm up to the camera. i'm pretty happy with my camera time and our voice overs. so, no.. that's not what worries me.

i can't speak for mike and i'm not sure exactly what his worries are, probably something like, people won't like this episode as much as the last two. but for me, i think of this episode as the story of one of the most important times in my life and i just want it to be perfect, and i don't think that it is. i'm afraid it was rushed, i'm afraid things were over looked, i'm afraid it might be boring.

so.. that's that. i hope i'm wrong. i look forward to your honest comments.

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  • Ben Millett 2 years ago
    Excited for it to finally upload!
  • Ben Millett 2 years ago
    I thought it'd be ready by now, but still ~1 hr to convert... Guess I'll have to watch in the morning... :(
  • Ben Millett 2 years ago
    So heartbreaking! Thank you for sharing something so personal with us. It's good to see that you could work through these things and have (what appears to be) a good relationship now, even if it isn't what it was before. That takes a lot more character and effort than most people have.
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    it wasn't easy and we didn't do a great job.. but at least we tried.

    thanks for coming back to watch it! :)
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Thanks Ben :) for being one of the people hanging out here waiting, sorry it took so long... next time I'll try to be more secret about posting it until it's good to go :P

    I agree with what Amanda said - we aren't very happy or content with this episode - but I don't think we would have ever been... but it's a start... there's much more to tell about our relationship and how it effected so many aspects of... well, everything.
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  • mikehedge 2 years ago
    aaaaah 55 more minutes!!!
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  • Angela Sauceda 2 years ago
    jeez why is this taking forever to load :(
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  • 2 hours....2 hoursssssssssssssss
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    I know :(
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  • mikehedge 2 years ago
    is it me or is the time counting up....?
  • Angela Sauceda 2 years ago
    its not just you, this is taking forever :(
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  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    sorry guys, i'm not sure what the problem is :(
  • Angela Sauceda 2 years ago
    its cool, i heart vimeo but this is crazy, yo.
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  • leslie 2 years ago
    we're all on the edge of our seats!
  • mikehedge 2 years ago
    yep..... for the last 2 hours....
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Sorry :P next time we'll upload it in secret till it's ready... just incase
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  • mikehedge 2 years ago
    ten more minutes!!!!!
  • Almost done!!!!
  • ::watching::
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  • Wow..this is really intense. I admire your guys honesty and sincerity.

    So good at writing voice overs.

    At some points, i think the vocals in the song kind of pulled me away/distracted me from your dialogue.


    So painful to watch..I don't want you guys to be broken up!!!!!!


    i pretty much love you both and want to hug both of you.
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    thank you karen. thank you so much. that means a lot. i wish i could be there to get a hug form you right about now ;)
  • i pretty much cried when i watched this last night.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Hmm... I was worried about the music... that's no good. Maybe I'll have to take Eric's advice of swapping it out for 'yakety sax' :)

    But I love that you'd point that out - it's nice when people nicely point out choices you could made better :P

    But I'm glad you liked it enough to cry :) you're the best, Karen.
  • I really do love your work...both of you. I'll punch you one day mike to make you cry...make up for all the crying you're making me do since I've watched your videos.

    mostly crying from perfect strangers...


    hahahaha


    better hang on to those polaroids for dear life since their pretty much currency/gold at this point.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Well :) I'd rather they be tears of laughter than tears of sadness.
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  • Stephen Niebauer staff 2 years ago
    Thank you for making this.

    Gave me chills numerous times.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Thanks Stephen :) That really means a lot to us - we're glad you liked it.
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  • mikehedge 2 years ago
    jealous of your mashup... I need to mashup some of my video from years back...

    so it was told in reverse right? sorta....
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    I'd love to see a mash-up of all your footage - that would be great :)

    And yea, it was backwards.
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  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    @mikehedge - absolutely. break-up, then relationship.

    @stephen - so it's not just me then? ;)
    and you're welcome. thank you for watching!
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  • Angela Sauceda 2 years ago
    this was bloody amazing.

    Seriously, you guys are my closest and dearest friends and I admire your honesty and perseverance on making this episode, I know how hard it was for you.

    Love you guys :)
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Thanks Angela :P I was a bit difficult *sniff sniff* Oh, Amanda left you a reply but it's a below this comment :)
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  • leslie 2 years ago
    your honesty around this and your ability to continue to go on the road to film after all that amazes me, truly. that was... wrenching to watch. it mirrors my own life for the past month, so i was in tears. really powerful storytelling you two.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    We hoped we would have been able to work into this episode how difficult it was for Amanda to make the decision to still come... but it would have ended up being a 30 minutes episode :P

    So that will be in the next one - but thank you, Leslie. I'm sad though you've been going through something similar - it's not easy.
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  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    @angela - thank you for being there through it all.. and here now.

    @leslie - thank you.. i've struggled really hard with having the guts to be truly honest (for the entire online world to see). it amazes me too. i don't know how we did it (went on the road together) oh wait.. i do know - not well. we did not do a good job with that at all.. oh, that's right, this story is just beginning.. there is so much more to come.
    and i'm sorry to hear that you've been living through some similar stuff, that sucks, no one should have to...
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  • Influxx Media 2 years ago
    must have been tough to relive and reflect on times past, both good and bad. It's sad to see you broken up coz you were such a cute couple. Every choice we make affects every succesive moment. Life is a never ending series of forks on a one way street, no turning back. Each choice is final. We've all been there, especially in relationships. Where everything comes tumbling down in one fateful moment, with one errant word.

    I loved the backstory of this episode, finally got to 'meet' Amanda. But it did feel like a bonus chapter on the DVD, not a scene from the movie. Not sure if you were planning to put this in the full length or not.... I also agree some of the musical moments took me out of the moment, particularly in the flashback (?) segue moments. Might have been nice to punctuate with a little silence or SFX only. Some great shots of Mike at the typewriter, and heartbreaking shots of Amanda crying (very brave). Looking forward to Ep9 :)
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    so true.

    nice to meet you. :) yes, these '64 days' episodes are a behind the scenes look at the making of/ production of our film. so they are in fact bonus features. and i totally agree about the music in the second part. this episode is far from %100 in my opinion. thanks for the comment. hope you keep watching.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Yes, it's been a long time coming that Amanda had more face-time with the episodes.

    And also, what Amanda said about this *is* all bonus material for the film. I wish I could somehow show how many re-writes and edits this episode took... it was a mess, just a mess. I'm very critical of this episode - and I hate that, but... it was just hard to do for us.
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  • mspoke 2 years ago
    Difficult, just difficult...
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    absolutely
  • mspoke 2 years ago
    Amanda,

    I think we see Mike has found some happiness again in his life from some of the videos on Vimeo, but what we don't get is how you are getting on. I guess what I say is that we see more of Mike's videos on here so get some sense of how happy he is from the comments he posts and the videos he posts here...

    But you???
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    i'll say... it has been much easier for mike.

    but there is still more to our story... we're not done yet. 7 episodes still to come.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    I think also Mspoke is saying he wants to see more videos of you on Vimeo :)
  • mspoke 2 years ago
    Mike - cheeky, well possibly you have a point... ;-)
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  • Haddon Kime 2 years ago
    Just wanted to say that I'm completely hypnotized by your work! You deserve lots of $$$ and recognition!

    I do have a tech/geek question for you. If one were to spent around 10k on film equipment (not audio) to shoot a doc, what would you suggest as a purchase?
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    thanks. you are too kind!

    mike will reply to your tech/geek question ;)
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Thanks Haddon :) Well... we'll keep working hard on Pedal, cause so far we have neither of those things ;) Well, especially the first one.

    As for the geek question - if I had 10k to spend on equipment all over again, I would buy two HF10's (around $1,100 each), I would buy at least one HDV35 kit sgpro.co.uk, and borrow (or buy cheap and used) SLR lens (a wide, a zoom, a long).

    You'd have a great tape-less workflow, you'd still have a ton of money left over, your footage would be HD, and plus, with the HDV35 kit, it would look like beautiful film.

    What are people's thought on this? Does my advice/wish-list suck? :)
  • Haddon Kime 2 years ago
    Thanks sooooooo much Mike! I hadn't ever seen the HDV35 before. Looks like a fantastic piece of equipment. I just purchased an HV20 a few months ago, my next purchase will be an HF10.

    Did you design projectpedal.com as well? If so, you're my hero! Especially the brilliant use of the customized Blogger template. Beautiful stuff.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Yea, we used the HDV35 kit for Pedal with an Fx1. And I'm just in love with the images it produces. That kit would work with an HV20 too - that's a great little HD camera, got really fantastic reviews.

    I did design all the site stuff :P thanks - when I started designing I knew squat... I've learned a lot over the years making little tweaks here and there.
  • Steve 2 years ago
    HF10 really worth the extra over the HF100 (apart from being über black)?
  • Dave Christenson plus 1 year ago
    i don't know about the 35mm zooms with the SGpro or any 35mm Adapter? I think you'd want to go with all fixed focal length lenses...35mm still photography zooms usually don't have a back focus and the ones that do are pricey, plus the primes give a much nicer look and are faster lenses in general...just my thoughts though...ciao ciao
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 1 year ago
    Thanks Dave :) Wait, I'm a little confused though - are you saying you aren't a fan of shallow DOF? Or did I read this wrong :P
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  • Nick Ambs 2 years ago
    Why do I always cry when I watch your damn videos :( I love you guys. p.s. I always supported you too, don't forget that - and my feet were in that episode - haha
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    love you too. and thanks nick.. i was never really sure if you guys truly liked me or were just being nice.

    you have sexy feet :P
    (i dont' know what that means...)

    p.s. it's mike's goal to make the whole world cry! haha
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Muw ha ha :) yes, it *is* my goal to make the world cry.

    I love you too - and you've been very supportive - you're the best brother. I wanted you to be in this episode more, but I was having trouble finding our coast bike trip footage in time for the edit :(
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  • DaVincicode plus 2 years ago
    Thomas Wolf once said " Love is the ultimate expression of the will to live." This episode is big for the both of you. It signifies the closure for both of you. And especially for Mike. One thing can be said of Episode Eight: 64 Days Part 3 is that you both have love for each other beyond what is defined as true commitment. Even with the toll of making a feature film which can and does put stress on any type of relationship. Amanda has stood tall with grace and style. She still supports Mike in what he is doing. And that truly is the definition of true love. Don't you think? It could be called insanity by some. But I guess we here who have watched Mike with his webcasts know he is willing to show it all. That maybe what he is doing can touch others in a way that they haven't felt before. Or maybe we all have gone through what Mike and Amanda have gone through and realize we all must be vulnerable to love. In this episode was I know a challenge for both of you. I know Mike was really struggling with it. But I knew if he did it , it would bring about a new found appreciation for Amanda and more importantly his present relationships. From the opening scene with Amanda narrating which was smart. To the closing of Mike typing along ending in a white screen. One must truly commend you both of having the balls "to show it all." Yes if I might be so blunt to share. Might as well end with a Thomas Wolf quote “If a man has talent and can't use it, he's failed. If he uses only half of it, he has partly failed. If he uses the whole of it, he has succeeded, and won a satisfaction and triumph few men ever know.” Bravo Mike Ambs and Amanda..
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    wow.. i don't know what to say. thank you. this was very hard for both of us. mike and i care about each other very much. we are great friends, as long as we don't let the ways we've unintentionally hurt each other get in the way. making this episode was very emotional. it seemed to take so long. in some ways.. i think we rushed through the end, just cause we were ready to move on to something else.

    i'm not sure where i was going with that or what my point is.. but thanks for your comment.

    it's late. i'm tired. i apologize.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Thanks so much for this comment, Davinci - I love what you said about being "vulnerable to love". I also feel like I don't know how to best reply to this comment - it's just filled with great things, and I smile everytime I read it.

    And, yes, you might be so blunt ;)

    That's a great quote - and it's something I worry about constantly... it's all too easy to not give it "your all", and look back and say "well, I didn't really give it my *all*, so I don't suck". Does that make sense? Like we want to half-ass everything we do, cause it's easier than knowing you really tried at something and couldn't do it.

    That's a big lesson I learned from my trips - and something I'd like to touch on in the final film.
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  • Justin Adams 2 years ago
    Wow, that took work! Amazing job you guys. Man, do you guys want a hug? OK, Im come down there in give you guys a hug. Im leaving now.

    I can't believe that was 12 minutes long. It felt so quick. Im so proud to know you both.

    I guess I can never leave a comment without a smart remark....here's the smart remark... Hey Mike, do you really fit in that middle school shirt? I can't wear shirts like that due to my enormous guns =0)

    Miss you both
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    yes, i need a hug.
    justin, you are hilarious.
    miss you too.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    I do really fit in that shirt :P but it's not *my* shirt from middle school.

    Thanks for the compliments :)
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  • Blake Whitman staff 2 years ago
    Your candor reveals your true talent for storytelling.

    Well done guys. Got a little misty there for a sec ;)
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    yay! thank you.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Yay :) we made Blake get a bit misty eyed, next time we'll have to go for full on balling ;)
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  • goldentouchfarm plus 2 years ago
    This is one of those videos that you from time to time scroll over to see how much time is left, hoping there is still a ton .
    Amazing.
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    aww.. thank you so much! that is one of the nicest things i've ever heard. :) now i'm thinking maybe we should have left the 3rd act in! (damn)
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    That's the best comment - thank you so much for watching and I'm glad you seemed to really like it.
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  • afaultychromosome. 2 years ago
    Gee-Zuss you guys!

    Sadder than the part in "Follow that Bird" when Big Bird leaves Sesame Street to try to find his parents (the last movie I cried at).

    I request that the background music be changed to the theme song from Benny Hill ("yakety sax"). This way, it can still be emotional and touching, but more -- you know -- lighthearted? Like a romantic comedy!

    In any case, all your hard work is paying off! I'm proud of you! (also, I miss you).
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    eric!

    thank you so much! we know how hard you are to please. you are one of the most talented creative people we know. this means a lot to us.

    miss you too. :(
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Have I seen 'Follow that Bird'? Hmm... if I haven't, it sounds like I'm missing out.

    I'll have to try to find that song :) I think this episode could have used a bit of lightheartedness. But not the kind that stars Kate Hudson and Mr.. What's His Name? :P

    I'm more than flattered that you're "proud" of us - we had a conversation the other day about how everyone could tell us that the final film is poop... but if you liked it then we'd be cool with all the years we spent on it.

    I miss you too! *sniff sniff*
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  • jami carlson 2 years ago
    wow...
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhh ahhh ahhhhhhh" - Slug

    Thanks for watching Jami :)
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  • islebehere plus 2 years ago
    great piece, you two. your storytelling is amazing Amanda. your filming is awesome, Mike.
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    thank you very much. it was fun to be able to do more of the writing on this episode. i hope to do more in the future.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Thanks Islebehere :)
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  • LaughingBudha 2 years ago
    wow!!! guys that was hard to watch; brought back some tough memories. but i'll be looking out for the next installment

    Amanda i too know how it feels to be the one that never gave up on the other person, nothing hurts more.
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    i'm so glad we've been able to tell a story that people seem to be able to identify and connect with. thank you for sharing. :)
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Thanks for watching :)
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  • TheFemGeek plus 2 years ago
    I wuv yu guys too :)
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    <3 u 2!
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Hey FemGeek :) I <3 you 2 also...
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  • mikehedge 2 years ago
    again great work.

    please watch this before posting episode 9.

    video.google.com/videoplay?docid=3067683435545761102&q=kintaro+walks+japan
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Awesome :) I'll check this out when I'm back in LA.
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  • Steve Woolf plus 2 years ago
    i'm sorry i took so long to see this.

    i believe this is one of the truly great internet videos i have had the privilege to watch. wrenchingly personal, beautifully told, effortless to watch.

    you guys have beautiful souls. i wish we all had the courage and talent to talk about the important things in our lives the way you have.
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    first off.. i have to say that you and zadi are two of the most beautiful people i've ever met. i've always loved the vibe of new yorkers.. so thankful that you are sharing yourselves with the people in LA.

    mike has always been incredibly open with his life on line. sometimes, even more so than in the real world.

    i am kind of the opposite. i'm very open with my firends, but afraid of the online world only seeing bits and pieces , thus judging me unfairly. this did indeed take a lot of courage for me.

    i'm glad that people seem to appreciate it. that makes it worth it. thank you.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Steve :) I... am speechless. That's a heavy compliment (on it's own), especially coming from you. I don't know how to explain how flattered I am... just thank you for watching and leaving this comment...
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  • paul dateh 2 years ago
    I only have two words for you guys regarding this episode: Thank You.
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    no, thank you.

    and ... you're welcome.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Paul!! :) Yea, what Amanda said, "no, thank you".
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  • Zadi Diaz 2 years ago
    Oh my God. This is simply amazing storytelling. It's raw, and poetic, and painful, and just honest -- truly what any artist should aspire to create. Amazingly beautiful work.
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    thanks. means so much coming from you :)
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Zadi - I'm blushing right now - seriously, I can't say it enough, you and Steve are just the best, and to have you two say these things about what Amanda and I are working on... is just too much :)

    Thank you, thank you, thank you. *Hug*
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  • peter 2 years ago
    i can't push the "like"-button so many times, how much i like this episode.
  • amanda walker 2 years ago
    aww.. thanks.

    try the "share" button ;)
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Peter :) that's an awesome comment - it would be fun if it Vimeo said "Peter likes (this video) 5 times" :P

    Thanks for watching - I'm glad you enjoyed it.
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  • Katie Parks 2 years ago
    i didn't comment this right away because i wasn't sure what to say. i've been in a situation not similar in circumstance, but in emotion. this video touched me very very deeply and i feel privileged that i was allowed to see into your souls this way. videos like this are the videos that inspire people. i hope this project is the beginning of something great for both of you. thank you so much for sharing your hearts with all of us.
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 2 years ago
    Katie - sorry to hear about your similar emotional experience... I know it's very hard... I saw you posted this to your tumblr, thanks so much for the link love and what you wrote both here and on your site.

    I hope it's something great for us too - thank you so much for watching. I can't tell you how happy I am that you enjoyed it.
  • Rx 1 year ago
    Now I’m reading some of these comments, I must just say: THIS IS JUST LIFE & LOVE
  • mike ambs ☂ plus 1 year ago
    Thank you again Rex - I can't even begin to explain how much all this support means to us...
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  • Patrick Mosby 2 years ago
    Absolutely heart-shaking! Enjoyed every second of the video.
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