At times of discouragement, discernment of His spirit no longer sensitive, i’m far away from His Bosom. There will be no purpose if this world is without God. People grow up, take some education, make some friends, go to work, earn some money, find a spouse, buy some properties, build status & inheritance then pass to the next life in which they do not know. The same circle of life has been going on for 6000years. If we can come out of the worldly realm, take a moment & think. Life has really no goal without God. Think of the universe & all its beauty. Scientist claim to be correct & we believe them just because they are “Scientist”? How ignorant to the truth is that? If scientists were so God-like intelligent, let them predict our future & next life through science which is also a petite part of God’s idea. We believe in Gnostic religions as it is interesting & seems obvious in answering prayer. We even interact with evil spirit to get money through 4D due to greed. How can one not see the higher priority in life (Money is human made system to keep the economy in operation) Fengshui, ghost season, and etc, all these deceiving teaching through tradition of ah ma, ah pa, same applies to “touch wood” kind of non-sense have to be stopped else the devil will make us being dominated by those bogus ritual. People blame God for all the natural disasters, death, war & disease saying this is an ACT of God. If God want to kill you, He would have do so BUT he sent rainbow to ensure the great wrath will not repeat. Think where we come from in the beginning. If it is through coincidence of the atom & molecule collision that made human whereby those atom exist without beginning, unquestionable & unjustifiable. However, substance of the flesh & LIFE (Soul & Spirit) is two different things. Atom has no life because it is a substance. Life has only 120 years (Gen 6:3) limit & people are so busy pursuing & investing in this life. Really, unexplainable between the finite minds. Now i know, fear the Lord is the beginning of wisdom & the opening of the spiritual eyes. The problem is not with God but with Religions. Each of religion come out with man-made doctrine which is limited my human mind because it is MADE by human with argument it is from the God (Bible). Regardless of all the corrupt teaching like how i used to listen. The real main focus is God & salvation not the doctrine & some myth. Religion that only teaches do good things is claiming self righteousness. Sorry to say, man is sinful. Without your redeemer, you are sinful. Let’s say you owe the bank money & they are suing you for bankruptcy despite all the good charity work you do. The bank will still prosecute you because you have unsettled debt. You need to pay the debt! You need someone to redeem you from the debt. Through religion & the law of Moses, it is like going to other people to borrow money & only able to pay the debt interest not even touching the clean debt itself, which mean you will borrow & pay for the rest of your life (Sin-guilt-confess X repeat ∞). You need to acknowledge that your redeemer had paid it for you. Don’t act as if His finished work is not finished yet, making His death & resurrection unworthily. You are made righteousness through Christ, not your own action. Bear in mind, religion is like a filtration of all solid wisdom of God (hard to chew so throw away). Those hidden treasure word of God that is unrealizable, will be filtered out yet that might be God’s hidden treasure for you & word of revelation. 1st filtration is through our finite mind, 2nd filtration is through man-made religions & dominations. All religions need to be approved by government authorities unless they are willing to teach underground like how China does. Imagine a Christian religion in a Muslim country. I used to be Roman Catholic then to Charismatic, but I’m glad now I’m purely Christian a follower of Christ. NOT Anglican, Methodist & etc. Non-binding to human doctrines like some used to say, if you are a not a Roman Catholic, you cannot take Holy Communion because the doctrine approve by the pope say so then they start to use all Latin words to argue. I’m Sorry to say that Jesus body is for the Sinner. He comes for the sinner not those who claim they are righteous. Righteous people already had their cup full of themselves, no more extra volume for God to pour His spirit. But those sinners / dependant with empty cup receive gladly. Moreover, I learnt from Pastor J. Prince that Holy Communion is the secret of God for health & wholeness. Religion, please don’t rob us from God’s given treasure.
The things that are created no greater of knowledge than the creator, the potter’s hand. Our mind is limited by the substance (Brain). It is like forcing a Lamborghini to run at speed 900km/hr. That’s not possible. Then because of this, people question God due to doubt, hatred of God due to unanswered prayer. How absurd & disappointing. There are reasons why prayers not answered. He knows better than you. Go measure the fruits not the process. That’s why faith has to come into the picture. It is believing something using your heart before it is visible to the eyes as you know that your mind & limitation of the flesh are preventing it due to constrained capability & finite ability to comprehend.
Thankyou God for loving me so much eventough i fail so many times. I can’t imagine life without God. But I’m Glad to know that there is God & He is my Father through His covenant made with Christ Jesus, my saviour.

In His Love,
Andrew C.