I DO NOT LIKE..the blood and murder and destruction of happiness without a artfully crafted reason for it. I am in a new personal space. I am attempting a new approach to my film as art and it is birthed. This is my formative creation and I need some familiarity, attributes,learning lessons. Building a new view takes me to a feeling that gives me hope about film as art. I will listen and mold and want a method to decrease rigidity, expanding this feeling I have .My constructive disintegration of what constitutes a full emptiness , that I can fill up with a perimeter of anxious moments, attract the primitive expression buried in necessitie, without the obvious bludgeoning of your sensibilities. To..push your buttons in a shadowy existence of content..in the future I hope to drive this forcefully into solid anti-objectified abstraction. Avant garde fits . It fits because it stretches. Defined and exposed lacks the dream, the redeeming quality secretly dispensed at our deepest levels. I am learning , I feel visible, becoming abstraction.