If I have the ability to transport people's minds and experiences to a completely different thought, through any medium, I want to use that talent in every way I possibly can.

The act of creation itself feels like nothing else I have experienced. I can get lost in creating, lose my sense of time or space as I paint a mural. I will write for hours if I feel moved to do so. And those hours will be well spent ones. I am better psychologically after working on a project, especially one where progress has been made, because I am working towards a goal and overcoming obstacles. I am emotionally great because I was focusing on my skills and talents. I am more mentally alert because I have been using my mind to solve problems and create solutions, however small or large. I learn about different forms to express myself and my mind. No matter how unusual, I enjoy teaching myself skills to be used in current or later projects. I feel like a better, healthier person because I am making myself happy by creating and learning.

I want to be able to dream, to relate and cope with my existence. I have to be able to do something about this reality. At some point, I need to rest. I have to figure some things out first. I don't know what else more I can take. I'm slowly growing insane. I want to dream. I'm going to dream. And I'm going to start making it happen now.