My practice unfolds within the unconscious confines of the traumatic, the need to master desire compulsively playing out, in order to return and return again to the primal scene. As puerile fantasy and adult longing grease against one another in their attempt to assimilate, they slip in-between, leaving a gap in which I have come to inhabit.
There exist several characters that weave throughout my practice, myself again and again; in drag, pregnant with sexuality, fornicating within internal abscesses, a reverse birth canal of abject arseholes. These make-believe characters that play out within my hyperbolic narrative explore what it is to be a ‘female desired by men’, where men do the looking and women are looked at, and my childhood fantasies of masculinity where I am the one in possession of the masculine gaze. As I [b]loom further and further towards womanhood I try to order and make sense of what is it is to be fe-male, or anything in-between.