A film about existential questions and self chosen childlessness. My film “I haven’t asked for this” is about the same thing and was made in 2007. Three years later I wanted to revisit the same topic. I speak about this hard choice in life as I walk around in surroundings characterized by coldness and loneliness but also by freedom and strength. Karen Blixen said once that no one can chase The Holy Grail with a baby stroller. Is that really so? And what is The Holy Grail, that I sacrifice so much for?
A film by Magdalena Dziurlikowska in collaboration with Niklas Rydén.
Executed: Artist in residence at NKD, Nordisk Kunstnarsenter Dale.
Exhibited: Eskilstuna konstmuseum, Uppsala International Short Film Festival and Liljevalchs Vårsalong.
2010, 14 min.