2010-12-21 3rd LIVE Journal, Mayan day 1 Water or Offering
♥ "TRANSCRIPT" http://www.scribd.com/doc/45816646
Not knowing what to do with myself, because I only feel like journaling, I turn on the camera and just talk. I wonder if I’m being self-indulgent with this, as I’m just not wanting to do anything else at all, right now. I’ve tried things - they don’t hold me. No thanks.
Making these videos is my joy. Doing this journaling has been great for any number of years, nwo (;typo’ for now). Yikes, NWO is the same as now! Arghhh!!
Anyway, I marvel for a bit about how the private journaling morphed for me, into this. It really began accelerating when I first started consciously observing the self. It was just over a year or so ago, which really isn’t any time at all, when we’re looking at such graphic change as this in someone’s consciousness.
Hey, that means major change is very short time. How very exciting! And things are only accelerating, faster and faster, so that means your changes, now, will be much faster. How wonderful!! How has your personal growth and development been over the last couple of years? Have you noticed how far you have come?
If not, I challenge you, right now, to start journaling, because that development is there. You’re just not seeing it. Maybe you’re too stuck in mind. Could be, you know. We all started out that way. There’s no shame in it. Heck, the first part of this video you get treated to me, being in mind and questioning myself about my journaling, and should I be doing that. We all do it!
The biggest changes came, then, from being in heart, first of all, and from doing this self-observation, secondly. Between these two, I’m no more the person I was just two short years ago. This is phenomenal, the way I see it. It’s really exciting, and just one more way of illustrating how time, itself, is on its way out... Distributed by Tubemogul.