The puppet is produced in collaboration with Iwan Effendi
I Am Sick
I can’t dream no more,
I can’t smoke no more
I don't even have a personal history no more
I am dirty without you, I am ugly without you
I am like an orphan in a dormitory
I don't feel like living my life no more
My life stops when you leave
I don't have a life no more and even my bed
Turns into a platform on a train station When you leave
I am sick completely sick
Just like my mother when she used to go out at night Leaving me alone in my despair
I am sick, perfectly sick
You arrive - one never knows when You leave again - one never knows where to
And it's been nearly two years
Since you last gave a damn
Like on a boulder, like on a sin
I am hooked on you
I am tired, I am exhausted
Of pretending to be happy when they are here
I drink all nights but all the whiskies
taste the same to me
And all the boats exhibit your flag
I don't know where to go anymore, you are everywhere
I am sick, completely sick
I pour my blood into your body
And I am like a dead bird when you are asleep
I am sick, completely sick
You have deprived me of all my songs
You have emptied me of all my words
Though I was talented prior to your skin
That love is killing me and if things keep going
I'll die all alone with myself
Near my radio like an idiotic kid
Listening to my own voice that will sing
I am sick, completely sick
Just like my mother when she used to go out at night Leaving me alone in my despair
I am sick, that's it, I am sick You deprived me of all my songs You emptied me of all my words
And I have a sick heart
Surrounded my barricades, can you hear me? I am sick!
