The silence of aggression: Shut up!
The human nature, the good and the bad, the survival: these are the subjects of my idea.
The strong sensitivity of my perception of life and suffering makes me impotent, bringing up an internal and disruptive despair.
The conflicts between the external world and internal experiences, arising from the injustices around, the indifference of the people to social and moral problems, the questions of individual responsibility, the desire to bring a change to the world, make me feel helpless.
Resigned to the fate, observing the further existence of mankind, all I can do is just shut myself in.
Internal solitude, prompting me to comprehend the external reality, is what forces me to shelter my feelings in, to emotionally absorb them into my thoughts, to organize and scatter them away by the rational need to finally take a break from my wish for a temporary self-oblivion.
All these bring out my aggression towards myself.
We are all responsible for our actions and deeds dictated by our feelings, emotions and desires.
I myself meet with the actions of the immoral beings around me every day. I feel unable to change them in reality, but inside my subconscious I try to satisfy my need to reshape these great imbeciles.
We, humans, lack realization of wrongdoing and remorse. My pain, caused by all the suffering around me, is immense. It destroys my emotional self.
In this work I want to provide an outlet for this frustration by presenting a video, in which I am alone with myself. I try to recreate the internal and external experiences, feelings, desires, and in the end – my spiritual release.