"Quick fleeting thoughts of suicide." George Orwell
"Every life viewed from the inside is simply a series of defeats." George Orwell
If life is a crooked table that is slanted against you, why don't you be a crooked table that is slanted against life?
If life has ripped you off, then why not rip life off?
If life hasn't given you a fair shake, why should you give life a fair shake?
If life isn't going your way, why should you go it's way?
If life isn't up to your ideal, why should you be up to it's ideal?
"Uncertain life and sure death." William Shakespeare, All's Well That Ends Well
I saw my whole life flash in front of my eyes and all I did was shrug.
The ideal to not commit suicide is cultural. And all cultures are arbritrary anyways.
I don't think that living a long life is useful or relevant.
Life is over rated. Death is under rated, no pun intended.
The reason I am doing this video is because I have not obtained the heroin. If I had it, I would long have already been dead. And I would not have done this video.
Cyanide stops the heart. Heroin stops the respiration.
Heroin: When injecting, do not inject the needle at a perpendicular angle but at a sidelong angle more or less parallel to the vein; riding the vein.
A person can die of a heroin overdose in a New York apartment with a thousand people within a hundred foot radius. That the overdose victim does not scream out is evidence of absence of pain.
The body has a mind of its own. Ironically, the organs will shut down in an effort to expunge the poison.
Heroin is a very dangerous drug. It is best to be avoided. If you are not already doing it, don't do it. Why bother?
The problems of life seem prepossessing when tied to the misguided notion that one must cling to life at all costs. Once it occurs to one that one doesn't really have to live life if they don't feel like it, then the problems of life take on a greater level of irrelevance.
If life gets so bad, then suicide is a demonstration to myself that I, not God, not parents, not government is the ultimate authority on a playing field that spans not just dimension but across multi-dimensions.
You are not a smaller part of a much larger thing that is life. Life is a smaller part of a much larger thing that is You, who spans multi lifetimes, and multiple dimensions and many Worlds. So if life hasn't given me a fair shake, why should I give life a fair shake? Any problems in life including life itself, just draw a big Satanic circle around those problems and then destroy everything in that circle. Satanic problems require Satanic solutions. All problems pale under the authority of Satan, let alone God. Suicide is the ultimate form of self medicating.