John opens the evening with the koan, True Person of No Rank. It goes something like this," There is a true person on no rank who comes and goes from the portals of your face." Who is that person of no rank?
Linji was a great teacher and the ancestor of most of the koan lines of Zen and this is a koan of his. It has been used since ancient times as a meditation both for beginners and advanced students.
Probably the best way to work with it is to play with it. Don’t rank how you are doing. Just let it keep you company, like an animal would. You forget about it, but every time you look, there it is! And after a while it doesn’t go away.