Can I be happy where I am? Will I always be wanting what I can't have?
A constant /dichotomy/ between lush, wet /Tennessee/ and arid, always-sunny /California./ Constant /idealizing/ of places where I am not. A desire to be /"home."/ A /confusion/ of /"home"/ more and more /devouring/ /obfuscating/ as time goes on I get farther and farther /away/.