Through my further experience in filmmaking, is seems I belong far away from the restraining environment of studio filmmaking. A sense of impending doom overwhelms the air as one feels restrained and locked. This isn’t the life I intended. Although this does not inhibit my passion for narrative structured filmmaking, I would much rather be placed in the context of the world. As for any form the art, the utensil as a form of poetry, painting and representing. I would much rather capture on the potential beauty, working as a doomed searcher, rather than fantasies about the questions. This works as an exercise of conceptualization, this is where I belong.