Now I understabd the video. when i started it it was supposed to be a minute long. for some reason I changed the music and added this one, this one that goes from beautifuk and sutil to heavy to somebody breathhing hard. It's a deep dubstep the dark type. anyways I put stuff very randomly and in some case I adjusted a few to start or be somewher probably like 3 of them. the rest was jus me moving stuff around but it seems like I actually knew. Hours later I recevie the the news. MY Aunt Olga who fed me for years as a kid , one of the most good hearted people on earth had died. yeah 3 family members this year. but I get that video now. it starts with this dark foggy path a maui that appears looks at you deeply and fades away. breaking in waves hitting the silent one and so on and so forth if you see it all until the end, it makes perfect sense. its like my aunt came and told me. just see the end of it. I have a vague recollection of me doing it but I do know the decisions I made. weird. And it was a weird or a different day. I went to the confucius temple and when I was in there I though about my uncles and how I wish they could see the beauty that I was seeing. another thing for the first time in a long time I never ate anything and I was never hungry.