Hello. My name is E Saxton. I’m writing this post to tell world how I feel. I am lost and confuse. I’m a teenager who should be living life to the fullest with a brunch of friends, but I’m not.
I was born damned to the deep pits of hell, but I am still working on this green earth. I wish God will strike me dead now, to relive the pain inside of me. I was never supposed to be born but again, I am still here wasting away into nothing and hope for the great day to come when I can be free.
I pray, but I don’t know what to pray about. I don’t know if he is even listening to me. So, why do I pray? I ask myself that same question.
I wish, I could die but dying is a mystery to me. Yes, I am alive. I do feel a heart beat from my black darken heart, so I am alive. I am not an over price supermodel vampire, but I still a creature of the darkest of night and with one look in my eye, I can make you beg for death. I am hell and heaven is a mystery only to me.