I've been around for a long time and some days it feels like I am so worn out, tired of life if you will. I have lost a son over 10 years ago and just recently my beautiful wife was called to heaven. I will always feel a complete devastation in my heart and soul, for she truly was is and will forever be my eternal love. We have always had a special connection and it is that connection that keeps me going through each and every second of every long day on the earth. She completes me and therefore without her physically here I am but a shell of my former self. Yet, deep inside my soul, I feel an underlying strength and that is who I really am. I have faith in that power. I love people, I always have, and so it is with all that I have left that i want to share that...in life, as hard as it may become, there is always hope. I believe that faith will carry me through the rest of my life here. I know that in time I will be with her again. We will gaze into one another's eyes and we will embrace for we truly were made for each other.